Dear Dane

I want to make myself clear.

Yes, I still give you control of any sort of relationship I have with you.
However, I still have my limits and boundaries.
I really question you and who you really are as a person when you start testing me with Maggie.
I have been repulsed and nauseated of her time after time after time. There is 0 respect there. I am aware of numbers of people and obsessions of stalking and making judgement. There is nothing I can do about stalkers or how others decide to judge me.

I would rather be labeled as a ridiculous slut in some sort of soap opera before I would EVER have some sort of positive side with Maggie.
Maybe it is just a manipulation from you to characterize some other female you have in your life that I would guess at where you want to start molding a perception of how you want me to percieve her.
Just call it Jerry Springer or some sort of soap opera.

There is nothing I can do about it that you would pick her over me.
I already told you it is possible that I can love you more than you love me.
I am still here.

I would be a person on the side who is available or waiting for you if you ever needed me. It makes it difficult though for me to make any promises to you for me to give you faithfulness or fidelity. I would be confusingly shady about it.

So whether you are being sincere or testing me, these are the cards that I put on your table as my response.