Dear Dane

Yes, I'm jealous and don't want to think about you having sex with someone else. You sure make it extremely difficult to try to work with. It doesn't make any sense to me that you would try to work with serious issues while still playing with serious emotions. Can't you at least keep some things to yourself?
So many reasons to my list of how impossible life is. .........

Speaking of impossible, I did read this article:
http://www.aolnews.com/2011/03/08/wisconsin-gov-scott-walker-proposes-union-compromise-in-e-mails/?icid=maing%7Cmaing5%7Cdl1%7Csec3_lnk2%7C49241

I get the gist that I am being heard and that there is some level of compromise or cooperation which I don't know the specifics or if its just another B.S. way of avoidance and messing around which will still have no resolution.
In talking about impossible, I did see the name Bob. I'm sure if you've been reading my blogs, you'll already know there is drama with his son. The family is part of my Burmuda and one target of where my personal blame is. Of course Bob is going to be impossible because there are personal issues involved. I think his mind is made up that no matter what, there is nothing at all I'm good at. He has his mind made up that I am permanently inadequate. He is impossible period. He could be another French Tyranist, but I still like you better. I really don't know Bob well, and he is another that I feel belittled and hated to death with hawkishness of being anal retentive with every mistake. His mind is set that I can do nothing right and I am nothing but a mistake and inadequate. He is a bully.
I still have my papillon and will not let him rob me of my confidence and know I really am adequate. There is simply more drama and personal issues where it really is impossible to work within, among, or around him.

I don't know if you even communistically have a job set up and waiting for me, wondering what my next commie and rigged environment will be.
Maybe it's simply more B.S. where you're the one who is waiting to see what I'm going to do.
Salary? I think I'd have better luck with the salary issue in a city compared to a small town. I think finding a job significantly above minimum wage is another thing that is close to impossible and simply not a common find in this town.
I've already said that I am going through a bankruptcy and have started saving some, but I still don't have enough to get out of town yet.

So, that's all I can think of or bring right now.