Dear Seth

Now it looks like it is gossip time. hmph. It is a couple of things. Jason could be representing himself or Joe C. I'm confused in the characterization of it all. In the devil story, I'm not on the same page at all and I'm leaving it at that. As for the Jesus skit..... Normally, I would really laugh at that. I have an issue with Joe though and I look at him in more of an angry way over the whole god complex issue. Is Tebow supposed to be Shawn? Is this Joe's prank on Shawn or are you making fun of them both? I'm not sure of the relation you have with Joe or even Shawn. I know they are trouble and must be responsible for some things that I don't know yet and have a strong hunch at the things that I do know. I'm still not on good terms with either of them. Joe has been the most recent that I've felt harassed by. It has been one of the "Cap," brothers. I think they probably are responsible for a good amount of my damnation. I think they have some other gangsters they work with who share the responsibility of my damnation. Right now, I bet Joe is getting so high off of himself with the whole stripper thing. Either that or planning some booing or degrading revenge. I hate the short time frame of when I made one statement to the next. I'll just say surviving on my own is different than surviving with a child. It isn't definite. I just may find a job before I have to make myself be a different type of money maker.
I don't have much else to say about the guys. I don't know what is going on with them or if there is stuff to look out for, what it is that I should look out for.

In other thoughts about you personally, I still don't know what to think of you. I'm glad you're still talking to me and being friendly. I know I can be a stickler on communication but I'm also serious about feeling overloaded sometimes. I don't always get info I want, and other times there is too much info to take in at one time. Some thoughts I have about things are more elaborate than others. I can't think of anything else to say right now.