Captain's Log

Seth

I'll first start by clarifying my tweet. Whoever the person is who produced the scene, is who I am aiming the comment at.
....I can see some of your game while I am partially blinded to things that are going on with you. You really do a good job at keeping me confused. One thing you can be fortunate about is that I have some level of fairness when it comes to some level of understanding with games and confusion. You really are throwing a lot of things out there while still having some kind of friendliness and leading me on. I don't know who your blond woman is even though I think you make her have several shares with me. I'm not sure if I "own" the "entire stock" in your world, or the math of your Burlusconi role. While I hate arrogance and egocentricity, you just as well may be part of the group and consider me in denial by making me the blond woman to say that what I'm really saying is that "I am at your mercy."
So, I have no other choice but to give you further updates in where I am. "At your mercy," in a different kind of context and extent. In my own personal world, you can call me shady now by being in between of being leisure and paying attention to you for a reason.
In the larger world, you lead me more to wonder what is really going on with everyone with how some things are being said and I still don't know the entire history with you or everyone else.
Back to the idea of subjectivity: presently at the time, I think you as a person have value and potential of being lovable.
In the general concept, I have already been reading in between the lines that I am of some disappointment to the military for the fact of not competing to be a top sex object and also being very hardcore against dictatorships and tyranny and things having to be done a certain way...........In some ways, I have a personal effect on the breadwinners and most likely their egos as well. It effects the country as a whole, and by god, I won't be a liar about it either.
In coming back to you as a person, I really do think that you are expecting too much of me in the way you are both playing me and leading me on. You are also expecting too much because I do know some of my history for what it is and also the state of pregnancy I am in. Most guys really are not understanding or have any concept at all with how I feel about the blame game, people's ignorance, and people's ridiculousness and extremism. Right now, there are no pressure points being triggered, but I still consider it a danger zone and on very thin ice not just with "Parks and Recreation," but the entire war of the blame game and the issues of pigs and responsibilities.
I may be poor and vulnerable and at some disadvantages, but what it is you are going for right now with me in my world is a big deal even if life continues in me being forced to be the scapegoat or "one who is wrong."

I really could do a post right now of: "oh, you're making me sing."
I already have several broken records that can keep on playing and that I already have sang. So there. I even already made a blog "Broken record, so be it."