Strong and Serious Expectations

Ok, the gossip and talk first.... I'm getting the gist that it is "Sam" that you've been beefing it out with. First off, I do not give Sam the James Bond credit. Daniel Craig reminds me of Mike Jones. When I made a serious enemy out of Sam on my end; I made a serious enemy out of him. There were no games or given credibility thereafter. I don't know what to say much with Mike Jones. We have had a thing for each other and our own betrayals of each other. We were never that close, and Mike has not always been an easy man to follow. I think he has shares with Bradley Cooper too. It almost looks like it is Kate Hudson he would want to presently threaten me with but I think he already knows you and I have a thing going on. Mike hasn't brought me to hate him, and I'm not sure what to think of him. .... Back to Sam, would I rather be your used victim against Sam, or would I know that I would probably be used again later for whatever sexual impulse where I could be that much more disturbed in knowing you had some kind of bisexual relationship with him? I would prefer to be disturbed at a lower level. It isn't that you're an entire blackmail. I am glad that you would be refusing against Sam. We're still on the rocks though..... It looks like it was Steve Curry who was putting the Blake Shelton gossip on you where he made you look like you were cheating on me more with Liz and hating on me for now lowering my standards or expectations. I do question you with Liz being another additional woman you would add to your harem, but I think that Steve is a corrupt man who would make up a lie or an exaggerated or cancerous assumption. You seem to compete against each other more than wanting to be in a bisexual relationship together, which is a good thing. I'm still somewhat a little disturbed over the whole ordeal with Steve and know there is still a lot of mystery to it. While you don't completely snub me altogether; you're still pretty selective with my issues that you will or won't talk about. I'm mad at the way you've dodged the bullets with your cheats, my questions especially on Stacy and Bree Ann, and now it looks like it could be Autumn you want to threaten me with too. I didn't click on the link, but I may want to "be persuaded into eloping you more than not eloping." "Just take the naïve or doormat road Sarah." David, my rules are mostly based on the choice of the pursuit. While I have terribly had a lot of Don Drapers and men who believe in open relationships pursue me through the years, it doesn't mean I was always out to make those kind attracted to me. I know it is their barbarianism that keeps wanting to control me and force me to conform to their open relationship and swinger agenda. I think it is very mean, sadistic, and depressing. When they make the choice to pursue me, they make the choice to pursue me. No matter how severe or detailed of Shariah laws there are with the wealthy dating the non-wealthy I WILL NOT LOWER MY EXPECTATIONS IN BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP. I HAVE ALWAYS EXPECTED FAITHFULNESS. I have felt very humiliated and devalued through the years because it HAS BEEN A VERY LONG TIME TO BE WITH A MAN WHO AGREEABLY THINKS THAT FAITHFULNESS AND TRUST SHOULD BE TREATED AS NORMAL AND SERIOUS. The kind that thinks that open relationships are the Utopia or paradise IS NOT MY UTOPIA OR PARADISE. I understand the way "if you give a kid a piece of candy" rule applies to this too. If I lower my standards and expectations for you, I lower my standards and expectations for any and all other men in the arbitrage no matter how wealthy or how poor. IT IS ALSO CONSIDERED TO BE RIGGED OR FORCED TO FAIL. It isn't that I would even want to think about or consider lowering my expectations for you. DESPITE HOW FAMOUS OR WEALTHY YOU ARE; I DO EXPECT YOUR FAITHFULNESS WHEN YOU PURSUE A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME, WANT TO LOVE ME, AND WANT MY LOVE. David, I love you too in some ways, but I'm not a total sellout of love for you. Despite love and lust, there is always the matter of the choice. Right now, I can't be agreeable or accepting of what the status quo of our relationship is. The status quo of the relationship is not good enough for me.