Continued Drama Dry

You seem to be taken aback today. If it was all Amish Jim being vain with me like he had a chance, I'm upset at just how much of a chance Jim thinks he has. I'm not understanding your presence today and it doesn't seem to be a strong presence. ... I have never been crazy about the way people have thrown around the word "molesting." I know Bree Ann is one of the most retarded judges of all when it comes to that issue. While I'm hateful against the term, I'm not standing with you too much over the Sandusky label. I hate feeling underestimated, ignored, and looked over. The majority of men have never recognized just how expensive I am WHEN THEY WANT TO MAKE A SERIOUS POSSESSION OUT OF ME. Although I don't always like to hear what some truths are, it is better to tell me the truths of some reds rather than leave me in the dark and continue to make me a victim out of it in the worst unfair way. You're shady and probably do want to beat me up with your popularity contests and betrayals. While I have never given much power to fascism or popularity contests IT IS STILL A BETRAYAL to treat me beneath or at the mercy of it rather than treat me to liberty, civility, OR THE TERRIBLY LOST CONCEPT OF RESPECTING DIFFERENCES OF OPINION. People have always been more guilty of that than I have ever been. I feel ignored where you just don't understand the real serious emotional trauma that comes with your betrayals and supremacies of others. It has always been too insensitive for some people to overlook their gossips and betrayals. While I have never been close to a comparable stalking Qadaffi against other peoples gossip and expecting the most extreme loyalty; I still feel the emotions in being attacked with gossip and betrayal. There always seems to be several more cheats for me to discover whether or not I have strong shares with the cheats or not. You make yourself a questionable Burlusconi, where I'm "every" woman, but it still isn't enough. Angelina is probably one of the women I can be the most cool about, and I have suspected your affair with her there too. You're an undoubtable player and a pretty shady man. You don't seem to go as far as others in being a serious sexual murderer with your "make it nasty song," and being a chauvinist pig. It's not that I'm not taking back the juggernaut statement either; I know you're like that when you're in the red. Angelina supposedly calls you her Jon for some reason and you surprisingly and seemingly have some misery with her, one of the women I have always seen as the most perfect kind. I almost feel you wish I was more judgmental with your drug problem, but I can only just look at you and blink. You obviously don't make a lot of smart choices in being such a player, cheater, foul-mouth, and drug "solution." I don't make the choice to take you for your worse. You are a cliché bad boy where I already know my cliché good girl answer in not wanting to be in that kind of relationship. I don't know what to say to you in your Stockholm anymore. I hate your insensitivity, unfairness, cheating, status quo, and unfair expectations in the status quo. While I sometimes like to look nice I haven't yet been aggressively seeking any more random affairs. I stay beat into submission for now and know I don't understand you.