Domestication

I know I still don't understand you and why you would still be around..... How can I say and come across what I want to say..... This is meant to be a personal conversation and I'm not meaning to be a crude rat to your face. If some messages I see aren't coming from you; I seriously do not know where they come from and I am deeply angry and disturbed that there could be a person who wants to give their self the credit to a personal conversation that I make to you. Anyway, I wouldn't be surprised at all if you were a crackhead. I continue to choose to not be a fool or too led on to some of your signs and come ons. It isn't that I sometimes wouldn't want to be your fool. Even if you were to say "we are seriously done," I couldn't believe in that too much either. I feel your vibes and the way you are around sometimes. If it were coming from somewhere else; I do have a reason to feel deeply disturbed where it isn't my fault once again. You seem to remain jealous and very hyper sensitive about it. You seem very unfair in your assumptions where there is no trial and you have a violent and mean juggernaut wrath. You react with a jealousy of a crackhead. You can be savage like a crackhead. There are still a lot of things that don't make sense and I seriously question you in being jealous and having a seriously mean wrathful jealousy. You seem to have a seriously competitive complex about it where you mean to damage and insult me with a mean will to compare me with other women. I have never been that kind of battle ass and hate the battle ass war for what it is. I can't stand juggarnauts and foul mouths. You at least don't seem to be too terribly or desperately judgmental, unless you do have several knives in my back. It isn't that I deny my own jealous feelings for you. I choose to keep you threatened as a gangster, totalitarian, juggarnuat, or rapist. And, I do choose to go that route rather than the name calling one. The show "RoseAnn," was never in my idealism. Some couple feel comfortable and normal to be name callers, foul mouths, and even each others sex offender or verbal sex offender. I already feel a victim to your verbal or signage sex offender and I hate you for it. Mama don't play that way. While I can fight and bicker, I have my own limits. It matters to feel comfortable, normal, mutually domestic, and like you can let yourself go with someone. When you were being compared with Homer Simpson at one time, it was a little bit of a turn on, but I didn't want to see you as my full fledged white trash. I feel like I'm going to be stuck with you for sometime, and I want you to know how serious I am against sex offenses, insults, and foul-mouthed hate. IT IS BENEATH ME. AND YES, I FEEL MORE INNOCENT THAN YOU. I know I've kept lots of men passed up for being the juggarnauts, foul mouths, and sex offenders they are. When I feel like I'm being forced to settle with you, you have no idea how much you make me feel more endangered to other men that feel they deserve to have their way with me like that too. Jon has been the one who has made me feel like the most ruined victim of all. If he hadn't been the juggernaut, sexual assault and offense, A LARGE MAJORITY OF MEN WOULD HAVE NEVER FOUND IT NORMAL TO RUN THEIR FOUL MOUTHS AND HAD A TERRIBLE LONG AND CONTINUED SEXUAL HARASSMENT AND TOTALITARIAN SEXUAL HARASSMENT. I HATE JON STEWART WITH A SICK PASSION FOR LIFE. You have the potential to be the same mother fucker and make things that much worse. While Steve Carrel did make me cry over the way he let me down at one time; I have cried just as much for the way you have let me down too AND I KNOW I DON'T WANT YOU TO LET ME DOWN ANYMORE THAN WHAT YOU HAVE. YOU'VE ALREADY MESSSED UP. chain smokers https://youtu.be/qMH0Xglh7GA