David

David, Trying to be on the same page and keeping a clear story..... Right now, the only main arbitrage connections I see are Tom and Sam. I don't think you have the motive of wanting to lead me on for them; I think you want to lead me on to yourself. Sam and Tom might want to use you for themselves to lead me on. Anyhoo, I'll start with Sam. I hate Sam. Several years back, I was a little bit of a young fool online blogging back and forth. Just because a guy could have my interest at one time, doesn't mean he will always have my interest like that. I do have my own short summed up story of what I think of Sam. I think he is a major creeper and sex offender. If I were to give his sexual predator a rating on a scale of 1 (minor offense) to 10 (severe offense), I'd give him a 10 and violently X-rated for sure. I know I may not have his entire truth or entire understanding of what he is, but I seriously despise Sam. He is quick to judge, a terrible judge of character, and a very arrogant and impossible man. I think he is one who is responsible for an ATK connection with some seriously violently X-rated sexual offenses where he thinks he deserved to have his way with his sick rape. I know he thinks he has me beat and his dominant seriously is not good enough for me. I don't care how much he wants to beat me up in calling me a transvestite; I will always see him as my X-rated violently psychotic inferior...... YOU. In all honesty David, I know I don't know you or see you enough. I don't think you are a psychotically and seriously judgmental man that Sam was. I think you are being playful and maybe were into me a long time ago and possibly were a jealous man for my committed love. Dog food. Maybe it was nothing to read into at all. Maybe you were meaning to talk to someone else. I'm sorry to have not noticed you enough then too. I have some kind of obvious trust in you right now, and unless you break my trust, I'm going to keep leaning into you. ..... Tom. I have nothing new to say about Tom. Maybe he is still into me, but as long as the terms are always going to be the same, I seriously don't care about Tom. It wouldn't be worth it to me to stick it out with Tom. Maybe he still wants to try for me with random acts of kindness, but the big picture is still there. I am still refusing to settle for what Tom would have to offer. ......... I am on the 3rd show of the first season of "Californication" so far. I don't have too much of a comment about it right now. You definitely are a sexy man, but the thesis of the show so far isn't really helping you. I know I don't want to know how much of a manwhore you are. I guess I'm just watching it out of my curiosity for you. It really looks like you have the biggest thing for Scully. The ex looks a lot like her except with longer hair. Even in a recent music video, and X-Files will be starting up again soon. You look like you're into her and getting fresh with her too. I'm still unsure with where you stand with everything or what and who it is you want. ...... You're still on my mind and I can't wait to see you in Pittsburgh in a couple of weeks.....