good news, bad news.

The good news is that it looks like you want to be my friend and earn my trust in some way. You almost look like a pimp role, but not necessarily selling me out. You're just being agreeable about responsibility. If you really were into me, I'd find it awkward of you wanting to support another man with me. Because you are new and because of the rapport that was never made, I have more grace to offer you compared to a lot of other people. This is another reason I get so angry in arbitrage when people want to have a shared credit for things they have never had the real credit for. Anyway, I really didn't think that you were married. When I wiki'd you, the page said you were married and divorced. The bad news is that you presently have a wife. I'm not the type that intentionally seeks out married men, or find more of a motivational challenge when I discover a guy is married. He might as well tell me that he is gay. Through the years, my innocence has evolved. If a man ever wanted to leave his wife for me; I'd let it happen. Further rapport is when I am seeking a relationship, I am seeking a straight, monogamous man. I am old fashioned and proud of it. I know the kind I'm looking for is kind of like believing in Santa Claus, because my brutal discovery was that it seems everybody believes in a bisexual open marriage any more. I have been so depressed through the years. I do get possessive and I like when a man is possessive of me. It isn't that I believe in slave labor. There are times when I hate possessiveness, because it feels like it is nothing but slave labor. The man wants to own me for what? He wants to keep me for what? I have never been in a healthy possessive relationship. It scars me. ........... Colin, did you seriously give me a chanceless chance with you criticizing my parents messy house? A little too arrogant and chauvinistic there. The comment isn't really going to keep me on my toes. ha! ....... You seem to not mind my friendship or me being a little clingy with you. I don't think I've scared you off and you haven't completely scared me off. If you are trying to scare me off, you're going to have to be louder, but please don't be too mean. I am sensitive you know. I don't know what your entire outlook or agenda is. I'm coming off you some to look out for other prospective guys. There really haven't been a lot that I can see, but I'll be around anyway.