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I saw your sign yesterday with the "red haired wife." ha. you player. What would you do if I dyed my hair red? Is this a serious suggestion? lol. I actually was going to eventually get my hair highlighted again after I get other expenses taken care of. Oh Colin, I don't know what to do from this point. Besides that sign with a better odds guessing game, I don't feel wanted enough. Personally, I found it crazy yesterday when you were being figurative in talking about "seeds," and however it literally relates in basketball. Boy do you really know how to make women feel like a piece of meat or breeding body. That was a crazy thing for you to say, so womanizing. Maybe I am in the top pick of women you would want to knock up. However, being in the top pick from you isn't enough from me. I hate feeling second best. I hate feeling that I could be threatened once more from another psychotic retard about subjectivity and "queens lording over me." You love me or you don't. You put me first or you don't. Because of this fact and feeling not wanted enough and not put first enough, you won't be my baby making match either. I'm upset about it all. I don't want you to keep playing me if there seriously is a threat there. I am rightful of myself AND I WON'T BE OWNED OR SUBJECTED TO ANYONE. Some men just aren't smart enough to get and understand the "You love me or you don't concept." There is competition and playing games that only go so far. While some women will be a dog in certain ways, there are ways that I AM A DOG TO NO ONE. It is not ok to compare some people the way people do. It is not ok to put a person's life on the line or subject them to another the way they do. I had a feeling you would break my heart and I feel it is breaking now. I didn't mind you being around to keep me protected from Jon or other psychotic abusers. I just don't want you to lead me on any more than you already have because I will not be second best and living with the same problem with another man of him putting someone else above me. Don't lead me on anymore. I'll find someone else.