So sad

Just a simple phone call.
That is all I needed from him.
Now, is the time I am convinced that he just doesn't care enough.
Sometimes, I don't mind being aggressive. Now, BECAUSE I HAVE SAID FROM THE START THAT MOST OFTEN IT REALLY DOES DEPEND.......... that I have to step back and move on.

I feel inappropriate and awkward if I were to continue the pursuit.
I do care. But, I am a give and take kind of person. I do need to feel a sincere mutualness in return. Right now, I officially feel not cared about enough.

I take it like a champ like I usually do
It is a fling. I know the song sounds really gut-wrenching serious. It is serious to a significant extent.



And I continue on in my usual cycle still dreaming of a good future and meeting whatever man may come my way