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I'm glad that I still have my internet. I haven't been able to pay my cable bill yet and my cable was actually supposed to have shut off by now. So, will keep taking advantage of being online when I can...............Can't get "Tyler," (Fight Club) out of my head..... I'm very hot and bothered because I have a more strong hunch he is with blondie and it really looked like he meant to give an obvious cheat and humiliation, so I'm pretty bothered with him still getting in my head and making me burn. While my guess could be wrong, and while he makes me believe in his violent possessiveness which he knows I can't help but get a little horny over in present times, I think I need to seek out a one night stand. Structure against structure. Personally, I don't think it is necessary to have to sleep with someone else every time I feel cheated on. It is a type of insecure move in its own right, but I've seen how people can be a little over assumptive and conquestial when I don't go out and cheat every time I get cheated on. Very inflammable egos...... I was never too stuck on him to begin with. My heart isn't breaking too hard. It breaks when this seems like another routine and he wants to force me into his game anyway. I really feel dumped for blondie, and I know I didn't like one stockholming corrective threat I noticed of hers either. MSN made me feel like they were the next gang bangers to walk right through. If it is just between him and I, I'm not as mad, but when I feel gang banged by him and blondie; it made it easier for me to get over him. I technically did have a slight cheat the other day with Sidney Crosby, but once again, it was all Bollywood. Sidney is just as Bollywood as Tyler, and I know I need a better threat of freedom than a Bollywood. Sidney really is something to brag on in some right (I still hate the overall game complex it is) but I'm still not on the best terms with Sidney. I think its so mean and wrong of "Tyler," to act as if nothing happened and that its ok to make me feel so gang banged and betrayed like that. He's in my mind in an intentional Bollywood way and in my own personal thought, but he needs to find a way to fight or beg for me and damn his conquestial threat with blondie, or I'm going to do whatever I can to try to lose him. He is doing something wrong.