Hey Jack

Arbitrage gossip looks like you and Margo Price had a love affair going on. I thought she was married, but I wouldn't be surprised if you did have a love affair with her. You're supposedly "divorced" anyway, but maybe there is something that is still there. Maybe you're wanting to take a break from relationships and women for now to get back in the game later. I don't know, but curiosity hasn't killed my cat yet. I'm not sure what I am to you either. I'm glad if you still really are around. I know people like to play gossip and mind games in my head sometimes, but it's hard to get me to seriously believe in what people say. I can play around some, and I try to mostly keep it as play because I don't like the way people would think I would believe them and also distrust the way they take me. Some people are serious about being dominate with their gossip and putting me in the corner, but I try to be as peaceful and playful as possible until someone gets too arrogant, vain, or dominate with me. I've been a very hated island queen. I don't mind being vulnerable and sharing myself with you some. I hope you would want my company. I am afraid to know more of your info, and feel slightly led on to you because you are not preventing me from coming on to you more by sharing reasons as to why I shouldn't. You seem to want me to want you. In my own complexities and Canadian sense of self, I wonder if you're in it to win it with me against the Drapers when it comes to entitlement, or are you really another Don Draper I have yet to understand? You have your own way of being high and mighty. "Die By the Drop," came from my own antagonism against some Don Draper authority and other authorities I never thought were good enough. It usually did boil down to whoever had the most money was the one who was entitled to make any and all choices. Totalitarianism/ tyranny isn't always easy to see. Sometime the tyrants will know you're on to them and will only try to kill you with more tricks or sadistic robbing lies. ...... I think I'm done with some of my ramblings for now. I'm glad to have felt that I was noticed by you. I'm sorry if you feel I have let you down or hurt you in ways or extents that I don't know. I'm sorry that I didn't recognize your name or taken advantage of you or your band enough. I feel I let myself down in some ways, but I was always more of the type in refusing to have anything to prove. I hate structures and fighting structure to structure. I hate feeling forced to scream. When too many things were never right or fair to begin with..........