Response

Where do I begin? That was a different kind of surprise. I never even saw the movie. I get the other connection I should be making with someone. I know I don't know all of the rumors and gossip of the casino, but I'll just say that I think he is an attractive guy... Tom, I'm not sure how far this arbitrage goes. With some responses, there will always be the danger of knowing the extent a person takes it and gives themselves the credit. Anyway Tom, let's get a little more personal, shall we? Do you really want to know what my anger or problem is? The way sex is sometimes taken. What it sometimes means to someone. I know men usually give themselves the upperhand on this. But, when I start screaming over the idea of conquestial thinking, I know what I am screaming over. There is a difference, whether a woman would honestly admit their enjoyment at a sincerely honest time or even if she keeps it to herself, and the communist structure that some people want to come with it. The fallacy and terrible assumptions that come with it is what the bigger rape is sometimes. It is the dominance that people sometimes want to express over a time of screwing. It is the way someone wants to give it meaning or there own story made. Further than that, is the difference between the lines of gossip and rumors AND WHETHER OR NOT SOMEONE DECIDES TO TAKE IT INTO THEIR OWN AUTHORITATIVE HANDS TO ACT LIKE THEY HAVE THE FUCK OWNED. Sometimes, it could be the direct partner who takes it too far, or "a bigger dog," that thinks it is ok to own a moment of someone having sex. That is my problem. What people sometimes make of a fuck. I could almost relate it to a death panel. I hate the way people get all socialist about it and especially when my life is the one to be put on the line. It is also the consequences if I choose not to put out or threaten someone back who doesn't take no for an answer. You understand the green eggs and ham concept. It does remind me of Josh a little and what having sex was to him: Since I am putting out, it is ok for him to make of me whatever he wants. My entire life is at risk just because I would sexually give into him. In another way, it is subjective because it is in a man's will to choose the timing of: when will she be easy or hard? Differences of timing between being easy or hard. I really do hate the thought of Edward resenting me for being easy, but come on Edward, how could you deny how irresistible you were that night? I hate the other shallowness that would take that too far to say I would love being overtaken by anyone. If I should feel threatened by the way I've judged Jon or other people for my own self-defense I won't. Sometimes, I don't even elaborate on the judgement and give a yes or no. Sometimes, I hate the taker situation that it turns into in a way someone wants me to be the conquest. I know I confidently refuse to give someone satisfaction at the games they play. Sometimes people just don't get just how structured they are and the way they make a sexual slave labor situation out of it. They just don't get it. They don't get their sense of subjectivity or their wrongfulness in their "right to know" about someone's personal sex life or drama life at all. The joke they are to think they have a person owned like that. What I really am trying to say sometimes, I know I can be confusing when I scream rape, because not everyone defines rape the same way. Some people are violently subjective and violently believe they should be the shot caller of the situation. No matter who calls the shots or makes whatever crackhead assumptions they do; I will always know how I feel. Whether or not I ever have a voice, I will always know how I feel and think about something. I know when it is better to not say a word about anything to anyone because I know the structure or impossible violent pig they are. I am Too confident to be killed. I understand the lonely person I sometimes have no other choice to be.