Yes Foreign Stranger

I will call you a stranger no matter how well you think we know each other. I will repeat some things I've already said. Other people I will say something only once or at my own discernment of the business hustle bustle distractions of life. I have some mercy in knowing not all people have everything memorized with everyone. I don't expect some people to have an endless memory capacity. Some things should just be known to begin with. I know I've been lied about and buried alive. I don't care how right Tabitha or her arbitrage thinks she is. The "Don't listen to a word I say, the screams all sound the same..." song applies to her too. Along with every other sadistic bitch who has expressed dominance; I refuse to be subjected to them against all odds. I can't take it anymore Rahm. Put me out of my misery. Just shoot me for the real hate you have and the real pain I've had to suffer and endure through. I will never be subjected. It should have been such a given all along. Not just with me, but with everyone to not believe in subjectivity being ok. Yes, it is a piece of cake to trash Tabitha's and Kim's "Lordship" "Queenship" I trash their sense of supremacy to no end. I can tell you have a problem with my refusal to be subjected. I'm sorry you can't cope and I have to either be embarassing to you or such a limelight of a serious and impossible threat against you. It does have to be this way. I'm sure you already know the way I did the math with "Rahm can dance if he wants to." Of course I don't live to threaten anyone's liberty. The fact of the matter; I understand how it was said and have an idea of what your expectations still are of me in the aftermath. If a man is going to be a pig or a male whore, I wish they really would lose their entire slave laboring approach where it is ok to treat any women with any sexual relation that she is damned to his subjective and sexually objective abuse til the end. Just because I had the desire to be such a sexual pleaser, doesn't mean I've filled out any contract to say I'm sold out for you and you have my permission to subject me to whatever your wishes are. There was an extent from my willingness to please you. No, I will not have any shares with Tabitha or her arbitrage, even if I'm seen as being a "winner." There are no shared wins with shares. Depending on whatever win I could have, it will only be an individual win. I hate the sick ways Denny has been sadistic in wanting me to conform to "we are all one." I think it is disgusting if you've had any sexual relations with Denny. If not, I hate you for not shooting Denny and his arbitrage yet, knowing how harassed I've been from him. A list of men including yourself have never won from the start; don't keep acting like you won. Again, I would rather be dead than keep putting up with being buried alive under lies. I guess I am just waiting to die. Rahm, I see you as being impossible in a number of ways and I don't completely understand your outlook or what it is you really want from me.