Random Thoughts

Where do I begin?..........
I'll start with the bullshit story on Arias. I'm assuming this is a certain local Travis. Is he seriously the one who is making a skeptical out of us with this far-fetched story? Where did this come from? He has been someone I've wondered about on other different random occassions, and, it actually upsets me a little that whatever he has done is being summed up as another "abusive boyfriend," where I am the supposed "killer." Yeah Travis, whatever. I don't know who was twisting you or putting your mind in a vice, but it seems like someone somewhere has possibly squeezed some kind of info out of you with what you think of me. You asshole.
Besides that, I'm seeing more sexual victimization in the media. It is probably because I won't let up on Jon, Kim, or any of Jon's other arbitrage bitches. And guess what? With all other hate and hell, I am still not letting up...........
Places, places, places................. I feel that despite the innocent person I am and some of the actual truths that have happened, some people want to torment me anyway to say I am "still some sort of badman, gross creep, cancerous gossip with how either stupid or perverted I am." This is just one reason I have always hated Jon so much. It probably is Jon's doing to lie and kill me more "for the sake of his queens". I am still waiting for Superman, and I am still waiting for real truths to be noticed. There should be less corruption in the world.
Other places, I don't know if I'm being introduced to another similar sexual victimization game that forces and pidgeonholes me to being labeled as straight or lesbian........nodding my head........
Busy busy busy. There is so much on my list and some things to wait out. For the time, it is such an anxious position because there is only so much time and only so much I can do with my time that has some effect on my present decisions for now.
In "As the Sarah Turns," it seems like something could be going on with some guys, but maybe there is nothing going on at all.