Dear Jon

hmph. some things to brainstorm or wonder about with last night's show but a lot of it was unclear and still unclear burmuda matrix language. I'm going to take John Edwards in two ways: the literal father and you. First the literal father. The news is so old, of course I would not believe that I am any orignator of an Edwards conspiracy. Woop de doo, I am being called a slut. The word "crazy," I've never been wild about but in up to date times, I just don't care. I don't understand why he would have so much against me. He was the one to attack from the start. I really don't know what I did to get under his skin so much to have such a dislike for me. In a side thought the baby face video of Edwards was so funny. I laughed despite whatever real story is going on. With you, you act as if being called a slut is the mother of all F-bombs. It is the F-bomb. You have called and treated me worse than just a slut. Maybe a slut is the biggest and baddest name in your book. I have been paranoid before with Hunter, but I had more of a hunch that you were going for someone else. I wasn't completely sold on that one and moreso anorexic to her name and the story. I havn't forgot about the name Sarah Vowell and it is another thing I stay paranoid with and don't know what to think...... I think you are giving another possible trail for yourself: Seinfeld could be one of your cats. Maybe instead of watching Mad Men, you want me to watch Seinfeld. While I havn't watched all seasons from finish to start, I've seen some shows. I'm not crazy about the show, but if you wanted to switch the homework assignment, I could. You seem like you can never get enough attention. Being a real famous person, it could be expected of you. I was also going with the hunch of the myspace David from Colorado that I blogged with years ago. Well, I didn't blog with him, but read his blogs and have written some of my own. In some reflections of myspace blogging overall, I feel like such a dork, but during that time, I actually had fun with the whole blogging thing. Are you trying to say he is still interested and you are in another pimp mode? All the talk with him during your show last night wasn't clear. In the past, good and bad memories with blogging.....hmph. Right now, I've been getting the vibes that you aren't attracted to me one bit. The predator in you isn't completely clear right now. I'm conversational anyway with other things and when it comes to you being predatory or mean, I really don't have much else to say. I don't understand what you want or what I am supposed to do. I am and am not emotional.