These past few days, the weather has been perfect: not too hot, not too cold. Although I think it is early for the weather to be this warm, I am loving the weather. I don't think I'm going to be too much into the summer season this year because there is my post baby body and also I just have too much on my mind and too much take care of. Who knows, maybe there will be a day or few that I will be spontaneous and do whatever I feel like doing.
I have been watching a number of movies during the past couple of months. I really don't have a lot to say. I'm sure if I wound up in a conversation with someone, I could have something to say, but it is just watching movies right now. There are some things that I can't help but laugh at. Sometimes, I'm just simply at leisure when I want to write. I still have some shows to catch up on.
emotions emotions emotions......... There is still a lot of paranoia to ignore but for right now I'm not going to make a big deal or lose myself over the fact that I sometimes can't control my emotions. I have no words for my emotions......
I'm almost finished my own self-designed bag. I think my idea will turn out better this time but I'm not sure yet because I havn't finished it yet. I've been happy to be branching out more and trying new things with crafting.
Another random thought, I looked up Mitzie again and discovered that it is actually an English name. It sounds English. I just can't decide between Mitzie and Mitzia or even different spellings with Mitzy and Mitzya. I'm still stuck on that name.
I think I'm pretty much tested and obsessed over and people looking over my shoulder every single time I go to the market. So, it really isn't too much of a surprise when strange things happen or certain people are there. I ran into Joe today. He simply said "excuse me." I did make a loud gesture when I turned my back and agreeably said "excuse you." Then, I walked away. We obviously have a serious hate for each other and when running into each other in the market, it is a market setting. He does seem the type to be outgoing and say anything anywhere, but not in this instance. It is and isn't a big deal to have such a serious enemy around me like that. Some people do take notes and keep scores over pretty much anything anymore. whatever. I can't tell what the system could be computing right now with the very brief interaction, but in my world, he is still a hateful being that I still hate and claim as an enemy.
I didn't realize that today was St. Patty's Day. I don't mind missing out on it. Today is a day where I don't mind being a homebody. These past weeks I really havn't cared much that I'm more lazy and laid back than others. Still not happy with life and living here but when I think of going somewhere, I just think I'd rather sit around at home.
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