USING MY IMAGINATION

I USUALLY DON'T LET MYSELF GET TOO ATTACHED OR SOLD WHEN I GET LED ON. I HAVE MY OWN INTERNAL THOUGHTS WITH HOW MUCH OF A FOOL I AM, THE HOPES/EXPECTATIONS, AND BEING REAL ABOUT THINGS. SOMETIMES EASIER SAID THAN DONE. WITH HOW THE MEDIA IS NOW TAKING CONTROL; I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO GIVE SOME KIND OF SAY.
SETH SETH SETH......THE CONNECTION WITH OHIO STATE COACH AND NORM MCDONALD. I DON'T EXPECT EVERYONE TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME. SOMETIMES IT GETS CONFUSING WHETHER A PERSON IS SADISTIC OR JUST PLAIN IGNORANT. I'M NOT TOO HARD ON THE IGNORANT BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I DON'T HAVE EVERYONE MEMORIZED, AND DON'T EXPECT MYSELF TO. THE BENEFIT OF BEING LEISURELY. IN THIS SITUATION, THE IGNORANCE IS BASED ON MY DISLIKE FOR NORM AND MAGGIE.

...........DURING SOME OF MY UNEMPLOYMENT AND HIKING TIME, THIS SONG REALLY WAS A SONG TO RUN WITH AND GIVE MYSELF SOME KIND OF HOPE FOR THE FUTURE:


WHILE THE IDIOTS MADE A SONG FOR MAGGIE (WHICH WOULD BE PERSONALLY DAMNING TO MY FUTURE DREAM OF MICHIGAN AND I WON'T LET IT) I STILL AM A FAN. IT DOESN'T MEAN I CHEER FOR MAGGIE WHEN I LIKE THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS. I LIKE MICHIGAN FOR THE GIST OF THE SONG. WHILE MICHIGAN CAN BE A SYMBOL FOR THE SONG, THE SONG IS ABOUT THE GIST OF THE SONG. I'M SURE THERE ARE FRIENDLY PEOPLE IN MICHIGAN.

WHILE I'M ON THE TOPIC OF MAGGIE AND NORM, WHETHER OR NOT MY GOSSIP IS A BAD REFLECTION, I DON'T CARE. THEY ARE THE PIGS. MAGGIE ESPECIALLY IS EGOCENTRIC AND THEY BOTH GIVE THEMSELVES EGOCENTRIC CREDIT IN SO MANY WAYS WHERE THEY SERIOUSLY THINK THAT I LIVE FOR THEM IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. TALK ABOUT SADISTIC PIGS. THEY ARE ON THE LIST OF PEOPLE I IGNORE.
SETH IT WOULD BREAK MY HEART ALREADY IF I HAD TO PUT YOU ON THE RAPE LIST WITH MAGGIE AND NORM. I DON'T MAKE DECISIONS QUICKLY ALL OF THE TIME. SOMETIMES I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO MAKE IMPULSIVE DECISIONS BUT UNTIL I FEEL I KNOW THINGS FOR MYSELF, I REMAIN INCONCLUSIVE. SO, I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW SETH IS GOING TO GAME FROM HERE OR HOW SERIOUSLY HE TAKES THE MEDIA OR IS CONTROLLED BY THE MEDIA.