Post Thanksgiving

Well, I'm still in a period of being broke, so my post-Thanksgiving is not going to be in connection with Black Friday. It is an event that I will have to miss out on. I'll live.
Today wasn't really that bad, I spend it as I have in my new work routine. I love sleeping in and not feeling bad about it. I at least feel a little well rested, but there is still not enough time in the day. I wish I had a little extra time to workout or something, but today, I'll have to compensate by having a tighter diet.
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In reflection of yesterday, I see some whisperings and maybe even promises. To respond to particular people, I'm not sold on any promises. I don't have a strong reaction. I am quite skeptical actually.
In return, even though I may be a little more open or friendly, my countenance should not be mistaken for something else. I make no promises. I feel I am starting to make a different and new connection, but there are no strong ties. There are no chosen paths at this point. I feel the need to be more observant, open, and push myself to be more aware and mindful of someone.

I write off some criticisms. Some people out there are already assuming me and another as entertainment and would like to mold us into a performance mentality. Either being taken as a serious politician or joker; I am not entertainment, and neither is he. We are simply living life making our own choices.

I see both negative and positive mixed feelings with someone and before I make my own choice of perception about his personality, I will remain undecided and perplexed until I get him a little better.

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My next thoughts are moreso random.
I don't have any strong Thanksgiving feelings. I went to a restaurant by myself again this year, but still shared some company. The food was really good. I mean really good.
I saw Angelina's thoughts of Thanksgiving. I like how she feels about it.
I didn't take the time to have more deep thoughts about the holiday. I don't think too much about the actual history of America's Thanksgiving, but there have been past celebrated holidays of thanksgiving in my own life where I felt truly thankful. Even though it may sound cheesy or too wholesome, I don't mind spending a day to think about things I am thankful or grateful for.
This year, I have no comment when it comes to thanks.

I received a letter in the mail where I feel more provoked by bickering about one of my last places of employment related to my unemployment check. And surprise, surprise, I was once again cheated out of at least giving some kind of response. After a decision was already made, I received the letter where it gave me opportunity to have a say whether or not I am regarded or not.
But, I'm going to write unemployment a letter anyway to let them know about timing of letters in the mail and that I'm not destroyed by their criticism.

In thoughts to myself, yes I'm still mad. I think it is extremely wrong, unfair, and unreasonable. Call me a sore loser; I still think it is bad judgement. Do I really want to live the rest of my life though bickering over someone's relentless bickering and listen to how much they hate me? No. I don't think they should have so much power to "ruin" me.

Instead, I'm moving on. Like I have been. I still hate the codependent games that people try to trick, cheat, sabotage, and harass me with, but I continue to adapt and adjust to the world's hatred. It does not mean I accept it or am one with it.
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I'm looking forward to the future as rough as life is right now. I'm glad that I've held onto myself and that even though I may not have received anything that I may have wanted in this past year, I'm glad at some new experience. I look forward to learning new things in the future, expanding on my small business, and continuing to save for special possibilities that may come my way or that I may run into.