Excited

I'm so excited for my trip to Tennessee. I've got the dates from the 16th to the 19th. I hope you're there when I'm there. I plan on making my trip worthwhile either way. I don't want you to feel like you're my prostitute either. I'm seriously not out to be extreme with the credit or extreme and tooth and nail with "who is buying who?" This trip is for my own peace of mind. The matrix Mr. Smiths can get the better of me from time to time. Beyoncé is a conversation for a later day. Besides that; I know I don't know my full truth with you and I do have a fear of the unknown. I hope you have some satisfaction with me. You did do me a favor. I hope you would be my block or escort if your credit went to someone I know I don't want. If not, I could be interested in a random blank slate man you could throw my way. I'd hope you would want me or some of my time. .... I have yet to look up other sightseeing in Tennesse but that will be fun in being a tourist. While I've never been big on country, I can get into the soul of it from time to time. Some music I like and other music can grow on me. I'm so surprised that your modern day music has more of a country flavor to it. Indie/alternative/punk rock to blues rock/country. It is an interesting musical evolution of yours. I plan on buying your full album cds when I get there but I've already downloaded a couple of the songs through ITunes. I really like the lryics to the song: "Alone in my home," on Lazaretto. Don't I really feel that song? Not all of the time but often. ... I know today is one of your big days with your records in space. I hope it all goes well and fun. I'm thinking of you and being ~steady as I go~ aren't I such a perfect bitch? lol I'm not sure how much I could fit in your follower box but I'm not going to worry about that too much either...