Hemmorhaging

So, how much of a rape can I say "David Stark" is? Although you could have been trying to be honest with me about who you are, you WERE NEVER HONEST OR CLEAR ENOUGH. YOU DID GIVE ME A DIFFERENT IMPRESSION THAN MY BOSS AT ROCKY GAP. I NEVER EVEN HAD ANY SORT OF FEELINGS FOR HIM. HE WAS A CUTTHROAT, RUTHLESS, ENSLAVING, AND PREJUDICED BASTARD. YOU REALLY DID MEAN SOMETHING ELSE WHEN YOU LASHED OUT AT ME OVER FLIRT FOR FREE WITH JAMIE. YOU SEEMED TO GIVE A COUNTER SIGN, BUT THE ROCKY GAP BOSS' TOTALITARIANISM WAS MANIACAL AND EXTREME. It hurts so much that you would severely betray me like that. I will never in the life of me understand WHY YOU WOULD STILL COME ON TO ME. I don't believe that the Rocky Gap Boss is making a pass at me and if so, I wouldn't know why he would come onto me too? He is a repulsively sick totalitarian. Just when I think everything is peaches and cream with you and I; a piano comes falling from the sky and smashes on me. ~lividly screaming on the inside~. You still have a lust for me. It hurts so much. I know I did succumb to you last night. Right now, I'm not going to go in the meticulous technicalities of rape. I just don't understand what gives with the vain totalitarianism and the way the conquestial terrorism never ends. I am in pain and feel like I am hemorrhaging. I could have thought you were a proud Lenny with the "Lady," song, but you really mean to be self-centered and vain knowing my tears and pain are keeping your ego fed. YOU GAVE ME THE IMPRESSION YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE AND SOMEONE WHO WAS GENUINLY INTO ME. I HATE YOU.