Good Morning Rahm

You know Rahm, although you're not perfect, I am grateful that you are in my life right now for the present time. I am seeing lots of negative signs today. You're still the most respectable person even though it is me vs. another man. It is a little bit of a problem to know I'm being competitively compared for your sex. Still a little awkward to stay an attraction of a bisexual man. However, this problem is the least of my problems. I did take note of Michelle. I hate the way this is already up for debate with me and Katie because it was never a debate to begin with. I know I'm being undermined, downgraded, and underestimated for her again, and I refuse to compete with her or be at anyone's mercy as I've always have. I've always seen Katie as my cold-blooded nigger. I am a little upset with Michelle for the things she just refuses to understand about who I am as a person and my refusal to be controlled or manipulated out of the truth of my being. I hate the pressure this has to be because it is the First Lady. I'll just say, Michelle isn't close to being on the same page or wavelength as me. We have very strong differences of opinion. I hate the way people don't understand how murderous it is to keep expecting me to be challenged by somebody or something. I'm just not challenged........ Other gossip, I usually am the type that just doesn't care how I'm being talked about what I'm being labeled with. I know there will always be egocentric people who will never admit that truth. And presently, I feel comfortable in talking with you about some of my real life. Again, it isn't that I revolve around what people think of me, I am a person of leisure who gossips and talks whenever I feel like it..... The other threat I feel is both A-Rod and the movie "The Black Swan." In A-Rod's and his structured world, I know I am being impossibly, and chauvinistically pigeon-holed and forced to accept a bottomed out label WHERE I KNOW I'M NOT BOTTOMING OUT FOR ANYBODY That is why I feel terrorizingly threatened. A-Rod, Jon, and other men of the arbitrage keep wanting to force me to bottom out and accept defeat in a way where I will never accept defeat. They believe it is structurally ok to give women rankings and subject some women with other women. Jon and A-Rod have been raping me this whole time in wanting to make me my sister's inferior. They keep lying about me. Not just with her, but with other women, and of course I'll especially be the loser to any woman who has bigger breasts than mine. I know I'm not giving myself up in anyway for anyone, but they are the ones who keep lying and laying my life down as if it was always my choice to be her and other women's inferior........ Chris Martin and Gwen are separating. That is some kind of gossip in my life. I know he is associated with the Black Swan too, but he is still more to guess at than Jon and A-Rod are. Besides that story, my bet is that he wants Rihanna the most. I don't identify myself as her, and I refuse to be identified with Rihanna. I really don't know all of their gossip or drama, and that is probably as close as I'm going to get for now. Chris has a share with Jim too, and Jim is the one who I hate the most because he is even more of a cold-blooded die-hard than A-Rod and Jon put together............. What has been on your mind Rahm. I saw the airport train accident and sorry to hear about it. I don't know if that is supposed to mean some kind of message, but if it was supposed to be negative, than I wouldn't still be a choice eye candy or fantasy of yours than would I? It almost sounds like everything is already fine and peachy with you and you are just laying back choosing what you are going to indulge yourself with next.........................