Dear Mr. Mike Jones

I guess you feel ok if I contact you through Lance. It is a little awkward. I don't know why you don't reach me on your own Twitter. Maybe you fear being known through my social networking......asshole........
I watched one movie that I had a hunch on today with Bradly Cooper, "All about Steve." He looks more like someone else who went to ORU. Andrew Sanderson. Maybe Jason Jones is being a senator for you. If he is, I'm not sure what is completely going on in his arbitrage.
It was a funny movie either way. I had some laughs. I didn't know that liking that OAR song made me look like such a crazy and persistent "stalker." I wasn't even being accountable. I did swoon over the song though. hmph. Anyway....... I do assume that you could be bi or gay. I heard the song again and I think its title is "You and I are the Same." It is a male duo. If you want me to contact you or hear from you, I really don't know how your communication quite works yet.............
If you are still straight, I wouldn't mind you being a Brawny man or someone I could throw myself on. Life isn't exactly the best. Because of the way some people are and corrupt, organized crime, my work history is awful. I couldn't help but be angry and have a spat with a few people. I don't remember the exact words of one spat, but I had said something about either being a stripper or prostitute with the statue of liberty and if I were ever forced to be a prostitute I would be the sluttiest one and make a dollar menu millionaire out of myself. I know I was speaking in my rage, but the USA Today, today said the day after one of my last craft festivals of the season the 28th, that the statue of liberty would be open again. Talk about a threat. When I am treated the way that I am, what can people expect? Someone out there is being a bigger dog in even a more violent and hateful way, and I can't help but gawk at this one. I already responded with a "wow." I hate the way violence begets violence and nothing can ever be resolved with some people. I already gave myself the credit that I was going to wait until November to be more aggressive with the job search. I can only do so much with it. I also added on that I havn't given myself a deadline to force myself to try out stripping.
If you are another druggie, I really don't need another one of those in my life right now. It seems that straight or men who don't do drugs are nonexistent anymore. Parts of me feel like I die more and more because of it.............. its like I should give up but don't know how.........

Lots of thoughts

I'll start with religion like I said I would. Although I think Russia probably has some religious agenda, this is about what was written in the NY Times on Modern Love with agnosticism. First off, I remain anorexic about any marriage. Second off, this is me talking to a crowd, not meant for any single person's egocentrism. This is just about me personally, I'm not telling anyone what to believe or how to live. Besides my present agnosticism; I do have a history of Christianity. There are things I love about the Christian faith and things I hate about the Christian faith. Along with hating some systems in general, I could agree that I'm not fond of organized religion as well. The feelings I have about Christianity, I could talk about anyday, and aren't revolved around any individual. Besides any other OCD stalking fit a person would throw; my Christian faith is personal between God and I. I do believe there is a God. Agnosticism isn't the same as atheism. I guess some Christians could call me extreme with living and dying by the sword, but I'd rather it be most personal with God and I, than live by faith as an appeasement to people. To elaborate a little more; I'd rather be called agnostic than a hypocrit. Without faith it is impossible to please God, and a furthered scripture is living by God's word is an example of faith. I still consider myself a person of faith. However, back to the main line: If I were to seriously be summed up, and I live and die by my own sword, I'd rather be called an agnostic than a hypocrit. And just because I'm agnostic does not also mean I am antagonistic and opposite of everything the bible says. I would think it ridiculous and still unagreeable to sit down and have specific scripture read to say what stays and what goes. I'm not too extreme; I'd still call myself a person of faith, but guess who the ultimate judge of character is when I look in the mirror to decide how I live by faith and the extent of faith to which I live? ME! The thought of judgement outside of religion and spirituality that is more based around common law is judgement that is separate from religious judgement. I can see how that factor could leave many confused. And to think a little further, in one specific area; I am against slave labor of any sort. I have many serious issues in defining supremacy and authority. I really do not wish to live to bicker, but sometimes, some things happen in life anyway. To sum up a lot of disputes; I do not believe in imperialism. I do not believe in slave labor. I do not believe in subjecting a being for the sake of another. I have noticed how OCD some people can get over the issue and have a lot of chaos, irrelevance, and crap when the things I do not believe in are applied to work. It bothers me that some people do not have the maturity to understand WHAT IS IN A JOB/CAREER anything a person would want to call it..........
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When I see Mike Jones around, my first immediate thoughts are happy thoughts. But then a lot of things hit me besides naivity and I don't know if I should think happy thoughts when I see him. Life is a blur, but he just is in a good light to me and things are left in a blur or unanswered.
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Not completely sure what to think of Lance right now.
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With Jon it seems to be the same old story said in so many ways. I can make it I can make it I will make it
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I guess Charlie is on vacation this week; I still may eventually have something to say.

There seems to be a lot to read today. I wish I had the time to read more but can only have so much info come and go at once. I have plenty of other things to do and I just can't read or write everything there is to read or write about right now.