Although life is difficult, the day feels alright today. I'm happy that it is a Cinco De Mayo Holiday and I actually plan on going out for some drinks tonight at a good local Mexican restaurant.
Other than that, it is dealing with the Bum life. I still have some pride in my bum life, but it gets really frustrating sometimes. Since I have few bills other than student loans after bankruptcy, I really wish I could have a better savings and at least a small part time job to make some cash.
I can't even afford to rent movies.
Even though I sometimes think life feels like a bunch of B.S. and I can never get anywhere no matter what I do, I still like to get out and explore anyway. I still like to catch up on info I don't know yet: Books, articles, magazines, research topics, movies.
I at least have the library and going online but even as a bum, I can't afford to rent a movie and even have to be frugal with craft supplies.
I don't mind the time off sometimes. I feel like I get a lot done. I like not having to worry being anywhere at any time. It is a little vacation, but can get depressing. There is an occasional good movie or show on TV. I don't know how much longer I can be a bum before I get any crazier. I can only do so much with my small craft business. I think I'll eventually find an easy job where I can get some steady income.
Mixes of vacation and boredom but today is a good day.
I'm happy to pick up on some positive hints.
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