Thursday, May 5, 2011

My Bum Period

Although life is difficult, the day feels alright today. I'm happy that it is a Cinco De Mayo Holiday and I actually plan on going out for some drinks tonight at a good local Mexican restaurant.
Other than that, it is dealing with the Bum life. I still have some pride in my bum life, but it gets really frustrating sometimes. Since I have few bills other than student loans after bankruptcy, I really wish I could have a better savings and at least a small part time job to make some cash.
I can't even afford to rent movies.
Even though I sometimes think life feels like a bunch of B.S. and I can never get anywhere no matter what I do, I still like to get out and explore anyway. I still like to catch up on info I don't know yet: Books, articles, magazines, research topics, movies.
I at least have the library and going online but even as a bum, I can't afford to rent a movie and even have to be frugal with craft supplies.
I don't mind the time off sometimes. I feel like I get a lot done. I like not having to worry being anywhere at any time. It is a little vacation, but can get depressing. There is an occasional good movie or show on TV. I don't know how much longer I can be a bum before I get any crazier. I can only do so much with my small craft business. I think I'll eventually find an easy job where I can get some steady income.
Mixes of vacation and boredom but today is a good day.
I'm happy to pick up on some positive hints.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Blog and Bubble Song

I still have been pretty exhausted within the past few weeks.
Worked overtime and stayed up late for the craft show yesterday and still did not get all the finishing touches done. My projects were displayed anyway.
It was not bad. Something different to do for once. I really did not make any sales, but I was happy and proud of myself for what I have accomplished. I really hope that I have better luck at Heritage Days and upcoming festivals because I do not see any jobs coming my way soon at all. There are a few I saw in the paper that I'm just not crazy about; maybe there will be better postings tomorrow. I may eventually get into the farmer's market and come up with my own creations of some kind of food.
I went on an Art Walk yesterday. There were some times where there was just nothing I could say, not sure what I should assume, hints and clues but no definite clear story or picture.
Some things I am left guessing. Some things I keep to myself.

just one bubble song:

repeat but still a good one