Dear Rahm

I haven't heard from you in awhile. Maybe you gave another sign with a follower on twitter. I may eventually try websites out, but I am going to a public private night club. I really don't want my plans this weekend to crash the way my Canada plans crashed. I am eventually going to plan another trip to Canada, but right now my focuses are on my survival and my own sexual independence and liberty. There are just a few details to assure myself of and work out and after that, I hope I don't get sick or poisoned. If all works out, it will definitely relieve some stress that I'm not horrifyingly trapped, stockholmed, or damned to another degree. I've been horrified enough by the helplessness of it all and I can't stand feeling trapped anymore or in more horror. I have already picked a few clubs to try out and if you wanted to come visit me, you are more than welcome to. After that, if it is the only place I can make money, I'll have to stick with that. If I find a second part time job, I'll probably work both places. This week is boot camp week. I'm so sore from yesterday that I couldn't work out today. I can't work my muscles too much when working out. I just have to get a little more cottage cheese off of the back of my legs...... Other things on the list to get. I'll be as ready as I could ever be on Friday.