I could definitely use a lot of life boosts. Of course the term isn't in reference to drugs. It is also such a broad term; that getting what I really need isn't always easy to guess at. Sometimes guessing is easier than others. I could make a long list of ad lib words to fill in the answer to: If Superman would save me, this is what he would do...........
It gets depressing to think about it because I could make a long list of life boosts that I need. I just can't deny I am definitely vulnerable and needy.......
If there is something going on with Obama, this is definitely a high strung moment. I don't know who my Obama is. There could be someone out there giving emotional support and a voice, and if there were, I don't know who it would be. It does and doesn't resolve much because I still feel vulnerable and helpless over the situation...... It was nice of someone to be thoughtful..... but I don't have many words right now in this instance.......
I'm anxious over a lot of things. I am both excited and depressed over crafting. More plans to make but still can't do a lot about anything right now. I am still having a hard time dealing with how helpless I feel. Still searching for jobs but there is still more despair than hope in my life and the helplessness is killing me on the inside.
In my own creative imagination, I feel the most comforted and safe on my island.
